Yesterday on my home, I didn't realise I had missed my stop till I sat down. I was thinking what is wrong with me! :(

I now feel like anger makes you stagnant, withholding all that in you. Makes you think slower and react aggressively to others' words and actions. I was already pissed off with one of the clinic staff (that the lab I work with liase). Now that I was trying to get it off my chest to dear boyf., he made me pissed again. Due to the fact that he was not having empathy for me and saying I just have to get over it. I was tired, feeling down about myself + the fact that I had missed my stop was getting on my nerves. That was it. Like wanna give up. *sighs*

Can I just get a rational answer to why MONDAY(s) always have to be blue??