Thursday, July 9, 2009
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Yesterday, I wasn't feeling so good. I skipped plans to jalan-jalan with my girls, Fie & Sue (sorry girls!) in town and headed off home. But dear Mr. Soebqi Aiman had other plans in mind. I prolly rotted in the car while he was playing his soccer with the D.N.S clan. Thanks Aiman dear. -_________- I still love you very much thou!
But he was sweet & kind enough to fetch me from work (thou he himself was tired from camp). I am thankful God made us, two strangers, to somehow have crossed each other's path and from that moment onwards, there was no looking back. Yes I may not be the nicest, most sweetest girl alive (I've have had my fair shares of woes from previous relationships, some of which I'm not proud of) but hey, I've learned my lessons and I'm trying to be the best that I can be. I really pray that someday I'll have my own wedding (maybe like the ones that I've always dreamed of). But praying and hoping and wishing won't make things happen. You've gotta make it work! Do something Have a goal and work towards it. Even if it's the littest things that you do, it'll eventually add up to make up the bigger stuffs that you might have dreamt of.
Aiman and myself did have some talks on when we want to settle down. When we were still in our honeymoon period of our relationship (those earlier months), we decided that we were gonna get married in 2011. Maybe like 11-11-11. Cool right? It's on a Friday somemore! (:
But now having grown up (a little. Hehe!), he said to me that he wish to get married only when he's stable enough to support his family & me (& family). We do have big plans lined up but of course, big plans need time and more ka-ching. Marriage can't possibly sustain on only LOVE. It needs effort and revenue. We maybe young but that doesn't make us less wiser than you prolly did think. Just yesterday also, I was saying that he should make a new specs for himself. (His old one is still intact but with so many scratches on the glass, how can he see clearly?) He told me it's ok, no need for a new one. Wait for a few months more and save up. So when you see your bank account balance with so much more ka-ching, you'll have no worries and won't feel so much of the pinch. But I feel my boyf. deserves a new one. I'll prolly drive him crazy to have a new one but I'll foot the bill so no complains now. He's been nothing short of being dear to me these days (hopefully that stays on for a long long time now! Hehe!)
With so many nice things happening in my life these days, why bother whining? I think I should cherish those around me. Family, gfs and my dear boyf. I can't live without them (well not literally but yeah, can't do without them!) I love them to bits. I wouldn't trade anything for their love, care & concern! Thanks y'all. And THANK YOU ALLAH for bringing these beautiful fragments of you in my life.
These people made my life a happier one when there are unbearable moments that I have to endure. (:
Labels: family, friends, love, marriage
