So much have changed and yet so many things remains the same. The irony of it all. I sometimes wish I don't have to grow up. During younger days, everything and anything seems to be something cause we don't expect things to happen. Ahhh. Bittersweet memories of yesterdays. If I could turn back the hands of time, would I? Maybe.. Maybe not. Things happen for some reason. Some of which we come to terms with, many.. we prolly won't. Life is never a constant. To question God's doing maybe not quite right but sometimes you can't help but ask if God does certain things for us to see the bigger picture? Well nobody really knows.

So after much talk and many arguements later, we finally decide to give it one last try. (Will there be a last since Sue has higlighted it. Hmm.). If only relationships was half as hard. But then it prolly wouldn't be called a relationship right? I realise how much both you and I have changed in this short span of time. I'm not sure if it's good or bad but I just hope what I need for you to do too is also for your own good. Some people might say I'm selfish, that I don't care about your needs. But from my own standpoint, what I'm doing is not just for me but for the benefit of you too. I would never want to see you sick or unhappy (Not that I wouldn't stay around if you were ever. - *TOUCHWOOD*) but wouldn't it be nice if all was simple and just stay that way. Why make it far more complicated than it already is? Then being human, we go around saying why life is so unfair, why is it so complicated, why must it be this way? But have had try to ask what can I do to make things better, where did things go wrong so I can improve on it, how can I make things easier to handle.. I'm sure we would have better answers and solutions to our everyday life's woes.

Love, to me, still stands strong in my heart and life. I'm such a hopeless romantic. I believe in soulmates, that last till eternity. That THE ONE will find his way to you and live a beautiful life together. (: